i know that if we give this a little time
it will only bring us to the love we wanna find
it never felt so real, no it never felt so right.
the name's felixia.
i'm a typical kind of girl who loves photography and pretty pictures. sixteen and countin'. a stubborn and what-not girl. a superman that'll fly to your heart.

Viva la vida.

joey ning sheryen bel charu benita hui er cheryl

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Sunday, July 31, 2011 || 9:09 PM

seductive much, jenny? :)
oh my french mani & hair, imma miss it.
won't you sheryen?


after snapping this shot, both jenny and i goes!
"omg the eye!" high fived & giggled.

more to come from cheryl's dslr.

don't ever let me go
|| 1:25 PM

went to RC Youth Night last night,
first half was so stressful.. i don't even want to mention why. selfishness of human beings. haih. well at least the last half was awesome, moved around to snap some pictures, jabberwockees rocked the stage, made people laughed and cheered. the convent girls group was awesome too, it's just wow. OwO anyways alot people put make up thick thick lol. and the winner for the best hairstyles, guy = gay, girl = plain. worst thing is NO HOT GUYS. like wth. Sping looked awesome! she wear contacts, , colored ones! pictures next time :) had a great night overall. thanks to somebody.

my phone flash made the picture look so hazy LOLOL.

there you go, they look so good. haha can see my flabs. :/

sheryen, mana mata? :O

my hotties :)

hottie ning :3

sping looks like a doll! <3


she kisses, i smirks.


by far, the most loved picture uploaded. :)
sheryen's hot expression and my epic smirk LOLS.
even my braces is showing off. pfft.
click for a clearer view, ohai hui ying :D

catch me when i fall

MAPLE.
Friday, July 29, 2011 || 2:37 PM

Sorry blog for ditching you. You know, you should be more fun like maple. Cause' everyday everyone's mapling. SORRY BLOG, I LOVE YOU k. I still do. I just don't know what to type. Tomorrow's prom, I guess there'll be alot of things to blog about tomorrow.

Souless.
Wednesday, July 20, 2011 || 4:36 PM

It feels as if my soul has been sucked away from an unspecified being.
I skipped my biology, physics and maths test today. I came downstairs to have some oats for breakfast, suddenly I feel like there's no energy left in me. I quickly head towards the sofa and lay down. I sat up, grab some oats and ate a piece of bread with jam then watched tv. I feel so out of it. Everyone else is taking their test and here I am, sitting on my couch eating. It's not like I want to skip, it's I can't even make it to school. Lunch time came by, mom and dad came home and we went out for porridge. I never felt so cold before. I'm sweating yet I'm freezing. By the time the food arrives, I'm already shivering. I realize as I reach out for the food, my hands are shaking. After eating the porridge, I felt a little better. Warmer and less shaky. So I went to the clinic afterwards. They gave me some meds, hopefully I'll be well soon! Took MC till Friday just in case. Now I'm here. Blogging this out. Oh hai readers. I love you. :)
My stomach hurts as if there's a little monster eating me inside, my back hurts when I try to bend, my throat hurts for sure, my chest hurts. All these for coughing too much. Great.

zomg.
Wednesday, July 13, 2011 || 10:11 PM

After so long of listening to the lazy song, I've finally seen the video. It was so wrong when they put their hands in their pants. Oh I realised that all the people are wearing gorilla mask except for Bruno Mars. I think it's cause he look like one, so he didn't need one. No offence :D His looks may be out but he's a good singer. OH well, I wished he was better looking, I used to thought he was hot before I googled him. But it was a dissapoinment. I mean, what's with that hairstyle! Do something with it lah!
I'm quite happy today. Don't ask why. HAHA.
Ate dinner with family at Hai Wei steamboat. Mom bought LALA. It was so huge you should go facebook and go my mobile uploads to see it. As huge as my fist. Hoyeah, my mom is awesome but it's making me cheat on my diet. :/ So back to diet ):

k, bai.
i think i might have fallen for you

the LOVE talk.
Tuesday, July 12, 2011 || 11:16 AM

I had this talk with my parents about guys in the car. Otw to Seremban. Yesterday noon. So, here goes. I forgot how it started but my mom said, Soon Keat quite tall dy uh? I was like yep, last time he shorter than me leh. I think now same height or taller d. His personality not bad hor? Then my mom say yeah, you go kao him lah. ROFL. I told mom I'm 16(cause she say too young then now ask me kao him)! -.- So I asked my mom & dad, hey. Which of my guys friend to you both is under the "Good" "Okay" and "Totally NO" category? My mom responded, which guy friend you talking bout? I was like, any of you know want lah. Then they started saying, a few people's name came out. LOL. ICICICICIC also in the list. Won't tell you all what they commented. Muahaha. They say Daniel totally IN. I was like uhhh, dia kawan baik aku. Impossible! Then they started saying his mom so caring and all, called my sister before she left for USA. LOL. Okay larh some are private. Wanna know? Ask me. 8D
Anyways I'm having fun here! Though test is next week. Got myself a sweater. Oh their Cotton On here are so cheap! Peace necklace for 15 bucks only. Last piece of owl party necklace, not that nice cause the owl is around the whole necklace. 15 bucks also. I didn't buy any. My dad bought 2 tops from there 15 bucks each too. Anyways my parents pamper me alot, keep asking me to eat. I scared I give in to food again! Must tahan :O SO GONNA RUN AND BURN THESE FATS ONCE I GET BACK TO KLANG this noon! I must admit, the aircond is so cold and the food is awesome.

later.
k, bai.


Monday, July 11, 2011 || 12:01 PM

what are words when you don't really mean them when you say them?
what are words if they're only for good times?

Everytime I said I would study, I didn't. Gahh, I seriously need to get my lazy bump to study. But I'm too "busy". With so many things. 3rd monthly test is next week and I haven't start studying any subjects. :O This is a serious situation man.

Kay anyways, prom is coming up. I can't wait. Ah, he didn't tell me he's going but I found out that he's going. NOT A STALKER k.

toodles, gotta run now.
k, bai. <3

Am I really over him?
Saturday, July 9, 2011 || 10:50 PM

Read my private blog's post. I find myself so stupid for posting those things. Gosh. Now I really don't know whether I'm over him anot. It's like yesterday I got this tingling feeling when he taking my pictures / videos. I'm like in the middle of falling out and falling in love. This is so stupid. I don't know why I blogged about this.
k,bai.

BLACK TEAM :DD
|| 3:31 PM

Isaac, Bryan Junior, Edward, Bryan Senior(our dai lou), Me & Benita.
I look weird :( & Isaac is blurry.


I personally prefer this picture but the top one also not bad & Isaac isn't in the picture ): Anyways this picture ain't that blurry hehe. Benita no, you don't look like a monkey -.-"

Can see the wetness on my tee? :D

Last Friday Night.
|| 10:36 AM

I went to MIF around 8.30, cause my tuition ends at 8 and my brother came late. So when I reached, I was still in the car eating. Then went down, I went in the hall there was people gathering in groups. Benita and I have no groups and we saw Adle whom is well, blue group. We wanted to be blue too. Edward was like you're ours. Then he started singing I'm yours in the version of You're Mine to me. So awkward can? Then Daniel HAD to gave us black cause he's the gamemaster for black. So this guy asked me what's my name? After telling him, I asked him his. I thought he was 15 or something. When the game started, I asked him his age, and he's actually 17! He's so cute can?! You guys can see in facebook the group picture I posted. So Edward intro Benita & I to the groupmates. There's Isaac, Bryan senior (the cute one!), Bryan junior and himself. We're so awesome we didn't have to do any tasks at the beginning of the game. We talked alot then Edward suddenly "I would catch a grenade for you." I bomb him, I don't want haha. He said "Not you also, "he" would catch a grenade for you (points at him cause he's behind me taking pictures). I told him I'm over "him". Edward was like OH SAME SAME I'm over "her". Then we both shook hands LOL! We got bored of just dicing. Then we got some tasks. Daniel is so "awesome" he gave us tasks like DUMB CARD to every single one of us. So we had to masking tape our mouths. Edward and I were the last ones to be taped so Edward got the Monkey Card and I got the Chicken Card. We had to act like Chicken and Monkey. Bryan senior got the handicap card at the end of the game. We turn out to be number 2. Oh oh! Not to mention!! The chicken disco card. We had to dance the chicken dance TWICE. First time when Bryan senior ain't handicapped, he danced with us. Second time, 5 of us danced only and the speed was outrageous. Kelvin was having fun looking at us and increasing the speed as time passes by. Nicodemus was taking video. Kelvin, Nicodemus and Eunice are the "photographers". Kelvin took my running picture :O & I think Nicodemus took our back shots. LOL. We don't want to face him. All I see is flashes HAHA. The thing is, I only found out that I sweat like crap when I enter the hall. My gray coloured shirt is well WET all over. )= After MIF, waited for my brother to fetch us home, he's also in church but they're really late. After we left, we went to mamak cause my brother is hungry. HAHHA. I didn't eat nor drink there. Chuan Yee and Si Erng came along too. Wished Si Erng happy birthday and then they started chatting. Now I know Jeremy and Chuan Yee's weakness. Muahahaha.

So, I dreamt about somebody. I'm afraid of the dream. I'm afraid it'll come true. I don't want ); I'm scared to lose you. I really am. The scene was at church though he doesn't goes to church. & some people I don't know but do see appears in the dream. Let's just name them Girl A & Boy A. It's like, boy A (mine in the dream) was thirsty and I finished my water, so my friend has alot of water left and she gave me some, and to find out it was barley. Then my hand slipped and my bottle fell on the ground. I went to the toilet to look for mop. When I get back to mop, boy A was picking up barley from crying girl A's pants and put it in his mouth (I was like WTF, flirting sial). Boy A misunderstood me for purposely making girl A fall. Hello? I'm your girlfriend and you trust other people. Eff you larh can. In the end we ignored each other for days and maybe weeks. He doesn't wants to hear my explaination. One day at school, (idk why he's at school when he's from a different school JUST A DREAM k) I tried explaining to him again. He didn't seem to be interested in me explaining. Ugh, this is so frustrating.

I woke up right after that.
felt like crying but there's no more tears.
my pillow was wet, and I knew that
I cried when I was asleep.
so dramatic :<

Just a kiss :*
Wednesday, July 6, 2011 || 9:44 PM

Just a shot in the dark that you just might
be the one I've been waiting for my whole life.

I'm seriously so addicted to the song Just a kiss by Lady Antebellum. Oh did you know it's a band, not a single? I just did. LOL. Been skipping school alot lately. I know it's bad, but the teachers don't really teach. It's like going school equivalents to not going school. Ahhh. Anymore songs reccomendation? :D

Joey,
if you're reading this,
LOOK I'm such a good girl.
Blogged just cause' you asked me to.

I'm sure there is something wrong with me. :/
|| 9:23 AM


You might think I'm a bitch,
Monday, July 4, 2011 || 11:37 AM

Well I, myself thinks that too.
After two years of crushing on him. I finally got over him. But how, you ask? Well it's because of an appearance of another guy in my life. He's not perfect but he is him. I won't say he's better than the last. He's just him. I asked myself how can I not like him previously, and now well. Not to say that I've fallen for him. I'm just having a real good impression of him now. :) This might be a good start. This might be good for me. Or not. Let's leave in onto God's hands.

#childlikefaith

Shit man.
|| 11:02 AM

Had fun last night but I cheated on my diet. )=
Hi fats. ):

I am inlove with my owl. ♥
Saturday, July 2, 2011 || 6:17 PM

Should I put a chatbox?